What a week

This has been a roller coaster of a week and I have a feeling next week will be the same. Last weekend kind of randomly I decided to drive to Wisconsin. What do I have to do that's any better? So Friday night I spent the night at Becky's in P-ville and Saturday I went to surprise Chandra in Dodgeville. So funny. I had arranged with her parents that Rebecca and I would be coming to surprise Chandra, then Kate ended up joining the fun. I showed after Chandra had woken up and she answered the door "Why are you here?!" Yeah not exactly what I was expecting but funny all the same. It was a good weekend, well worth the boring drive through Iowa. It was great to be able to see Becky, Chandra, Rebecca, and Kate. It was just like the end of second semester last year. It was very unlike me and like me, does that make any sense?

I came back Sunday intending to finish a project at work.....Yeah I finally emailed off everything Friday afternoon. It was not such a great week at work, but I guess you'll have those. We have a new guy on the team so I am no longer the rookie. Hell yeah! He's nice, but I am still the youngest by a few years. Will I always be the baby?

I didn't talk to Nik very much this week. That is a fact that I knew would happen but I didn't want it to :( It's hard because I know I wont be seeing him for a couple years and communication will be hard with the time zone differences but he's that person that understands without explanation. Especially now it's nice to have that. I have people to talk to on the phone and I have my couple running partners but it's just not the same. I know I'll develop closer friendships with time but for now, I wish I could have that person to lean on. I went a long time without talking to him before, I don't want to do that again. My sister doesn't make it any better when she asks about him every time I talk to her......Which would be every time she's in the car. She thinks we'll get married some day. She told me that this summer when I explained to her how we weren't dating and wouldn't date until the day when we were in the same place which I still wonder if we'll ever be in the same place. Nik makes no sense and every sense in the world to date. I guess that's why I'm in that long distance relationship I tried refusing to be in...the pure contradiction of it all makes it make sense in my head.

I think I should stop blogging now....I don't think that paragraph made any sense. Oh well. Time to get ready for another crazy week at work then a stressful weekend in IL for my brother's wedding.